Been a while since I posted…Been a bit consumed with other things, but over the past couple of weeks I have felt compelled to write again.
Was thinking about what was in my heart and knew that I had to post about a complacency that can sometimes creeps into my heart as it pertains to my pursuit of God.
Now, I am completely aware that God doesn’t need me to pursue Him. He is who He is and my opinion of Him or relationship to Him doesn’t change that. But it does change me. He was/is/and will be Holy…but as I pursue Him, I become more like Him. His nature is perfect love…the closer I get to Him the more loving I become. He showers compassion on the lost, hurting, forgotten, and addicted…when I am walking in relationship to the Perfect One, I have discovered that I show more compassion to those who are less than perfect.
So, why wouldn’t I pursue Him? Why isn’t He my priority…my first thought? Why don’t i discipline myself more to read His word, pray “draw me nearer” prayers, and spend time worshipping the One who is Worthy of all of my praise?
I know that when I do those things I have more peace (Jesus is the Prince of Peace), joy, passion, and love in my life…yet I am not as obsessed with Him as I should be…why not? I guess the only thing I can say is that I get distracted…I sacrifice the best on the altar of average. I give up my spiritual priorities for the priority of entertainment…and I ignore the most important relationship because others that are less important are more demanding.
Well…if you are like me (and i am writing this in hopes that some of you are…I don’t enjoy this type of vulnerability…but I am willing to share what God is speaking to me about in hopes that it might help someone else) you know how I feel…
I know that God is the ONE THING that I should pursue each day, and it is for that reason that I will make Him my priority…
God rewards those who earnestly seek Him (Heb 11:6)…When I go after Him, He rewards me with His presence, His comfort, and the purposes that bring me fulfillment and Him glory…